Filthy Pov Link

Your world of sanitizer and “fresh scent” is the real lie. You spray Febreze on a sofa that has absorbed the farts of a thousand Netflix marathons, and you call it “fresh.” I call it perfume on a corpse. I prefer my filth raw. I like the way my pillowcase smells like my own sour saliva from last night. I like the grit under my fingernails because it’s a record of where I’ve been—the crumbling brick I touched on the walk home, the change from the vending machine, the soil from the cracked pot where my dead fern used to live.

It’s the only way to live without going crazy. filthy pov

When I look at a beautiful woman, I don’t see her gloss. I see the sebum clogging her pores. I wonder if the shine on her cheek is highlighter or the natural grease of a long day. I wonder if her perfect ponytail is hiding a patch of psoriasis. And I love her more for it. Because the alternative—the plastic, airbrushed, sterile version of life—is a horror movie. Your world of sanitizer and “fresh scent” is

My POV is a cracked lens. A greasy thumbprint smeared across the camera of the world. When I look at your white tablecloth, I don’t see elegance. I see the last hundred sweaty palms that touched it before the busboy wiped it down with a rag he hasn't washed in three shifts. When I shake your hand, I’m not feeling a greeting. I’m feeling the dead skin cells flaking off your knuckles, the microscopic mites nesting in your cuticles, the ghost of the bathroom door handle you didn’t wash after. I like the way my pillowcase smells like

But here’s the secret they don't tell you: Filth is honest.

Filthy is the knowledge of it.

I lick my finger to turn the page.