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Nikki walks me through her evening routine. After locking her door and drawing the blackout curtains, she switches personas.

Nikki’s apartment is a study in contrasts. On one side of the closed bedroom door is the life of a 34-year-old project manager: a sleek laptop, a coffee mug that says “World’s Okayest Employee,” and a stack of unpaid bills. On the other side, the world is made of softer stuff.

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Perhaps the biggest hurdle for any ABDL is intimacy. Nikki is single, but she dates actively.

For the uninitiated, ABDL is often reduced to a punchline or a scandal. But for people like Nikki, it is a complex coping mechanism that blends the non-sexual (age regression) with the occasionally sexual (fetishism), depending on the individual. Nikki walks me through her evening routine

“It’s meditation,” she insists. “Buddhists use breathing. I use a diaper and a rattle. Same goal: turning off the ego and the anxiety.”

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She stands up, stretching. The interview is over. It’s 6:00 p.m.—her time.